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  • Epizeuxis, Epizeuxis, Epizeuxis

    March 11th, 2022

    Enemy, enemy, enemy! Even the word violates half the spirit of democracy. Disagree, yes. Argue, yes. Be angry with, possibly. But enemy? No. Unless against democracy it fights, against the spirit of democracy, against the spirit of equality for all, for those nearby and those further away. A single moment’s anger can easily fall to projection of our own evil onto others, and the habit of anger is how our own evil becomes our own enemy.

    Humility. Humility. Humility. How great you make those you bring down. How powerful your weakness. How subtle your irresistible power. If one virtue both enables us to get along and provides for peace of mind, that virtue is humility. If one virtue shows the strength of one person without assault on another, that virtue is humility. If one virtue elevates others while elevating oneself, that virtue is humility. Humility is a rock upon which democracy must be built, for it gives to all without taking from any.

    Story! Story! Story! From proverbs to fables to sentences and phrases, from metaphors to grammar to a single word we choose, we make stories tight, short, partial and whole. Each time we look at ourselves, a story pushes us from behind and presses us forward. Each time we make a conscious choice, a story pushes us from behind and presses us forward. Each time we judge ourselves, or others, a plan, or improvisation, the past, or the future, or the present, a story pushes us from behind and presses us forward. Through the accidents of birth, place, culture, people, stories rise. Or stories come to us from the sacred, our culture, or we know not how. Even a story we reject is a story of rejection. We repeat our stories, and our wisdoms repeat and our errors repeat. Stories are friends we keep close, enemies we keep closer. Stories move us like friends, like enemies, like family, beyond our ability to know, in ways we cannot see, the cares of life moving us from one moment to the next, moving one life from another. We must wisely choose our stories, or the best we can.

  • Sermon #1

    March 4th, 2022
    Sing, sweet Wisdom, sage of democracies, the future, the democracy 
    We need, lessons learned from lives and dust striving for all voices
    Heard, all creatures walking without fear, speaking, choosing freely
    Work, words, paths, friends. Now is not the end of the chase 
    For equality, nor the end of the ends of justice, but the beginning of life 
    living one with another, kin, acquaintances, strangers, alike and unlike, 
    Together, sisters, brothers, differences no matter, just a shrug and a smile, 
    a drink and a meal, a short walk shared before we die.
    
    A long way off, that vision, from today, but closer because each day
    The lessons we learn pass to the future, mistakes etched 
    In the sidewalks of time, and we, at last, one day, long gone ourselves,
    Will see, we hope, those who come after thriving in a life, democracy		
    On the left, right, wrong, center.  Who better to benefit from all this pain
    Than those for whom we leave the door ajar, a light to show the way in
    and the way out, so they can find the way we tried but failed to find, 
    The better way for all, each, together, one, that one strong dream life dreamed.
    
    Wisdom, far off, please come to us, show us words we can use, words 
    That point toward worlds anointed with what we need, strength 
    With kindness, words that grab us and shove us where we need to go, 
    That path we desperately need, both those who love and those who hate, 
    to make the hatred go, to make love grow, to make the trail with less tears 
    traveled.  We must tear apart the differences between us and mend
    With differences again. I grasp this empty air, and breathe it out the same.
    Without you, Wisdom, I speak these empty words, waiting.
    
    Without you, Wisdom, we cannot move these hard times, yet hard pressed 
    We have no choice but push, forward, best foot first, best we can, hard,
    Determined, tender heart within, a fist that strikes for all without striking any.
    We have seen and learned that giving pain is no good start. Yet
    The doors that block our way, some of us needing in, some needing out, some both,
    must open or be torn, unhinged or forced, our tender heart with unrelenting
    Tenderness and power, vulnerable and strong, a kind King for good trouble. 
    The seeds we plant bring the crops we eat, and no good food is pain but kindness.
    
    Good choices we need, each one of us, and all of us together, 
    to thrive, to live our lives individually and best together, best selves
    chosen by choices chosen ourselves, our common destinies intertwined
    By what is best for me, you, us, them, all, exceptions by necessity
    Being those for whom democracy is against. No hymn is sung,
    No painting painted, no word hung on the ear of one who could not hear
    Or see or understand, but there will always be those who cannot
    Fathom the reasons for democracy, or choose against it.
    
    Democracy needs to make good choices to survive threats from outside
    And within. A democracy that chooses unwisely will not last, so it must learn
    From the past, must carry lessons forward, failures and success, written 
    For futures to discern the choices it can make and mistakes it can unchoose. 
    This democracy today is young and feeble. In the history of democracies we 
    Are still in infancy, diapers, unlearned and without experience. Our faults 
    Are beyond counting. The futures will see our feeble stumbling progress 
    And be amazed at how we mixed beautiful ideals with grotesque cruelties.
    
    Good neighbors think as two turned one and refuse a choice that fails to bring both joy. 
    For what gift is better to give one’s other self than joy? Compromise is second best, 
    At best mediocre, necessary only if our cleverness fails, or determination slackens, 
    Or if our oneness with others falls to double standard. Democracy thrives when its spirit 
    Strives through difficulty, and fails when we fail to pursue the best for both 
    Our neighbor and ourselves. Honoring our neighbor’s needs, our needs honored in return, 
    What brings greater joy each day than living with friends. On the other hand, 
    Choices that divide us, divide democracy. A democracy made of one, no democracy is. 
    
    Too hard, you say, too hard. I agree, too hard. The everyday irritations, the normal human 
    annoyances that grate and wreck our nerves, even when nothing mean intended.
    How can two become one, when one is always irritating, arrogant, condescending, mean?
    Impossible. Not realistic. And of course, how could I disagree and say otherwise? Yet 
    the spirit of democracy gives us this good direction, a better place that we can, at least, imagine:
    A democracy that truly embodies the spirit of democracy, that honors the needs 
    Of one another, that embraces working together, hard, to make sure all our needs are met,
    With enough freedom to pursue our desires, knowing our neighbor has our back.
    
    
    
    
  • Something really beautiful, really wonderful. This is what I want to make.

    March 3rd, 2022

    This week might be the end
    Of something that wasn’t good enough
    Yet next week and the weeks after
    it might be worse. Sand in the desert
    Is usually far from water.

    In the hourglass, it slips like liquid.
    A word without a tongue.
    Small regrets, and large failures
    Yet old stories told by the fire
    Warm an old heart.

    Flame on the horizon—is that you?
    Fire on the innocent
    Stories we used to tell? Heat
    Blasting every single tale?
    Not yet.

    Five lines are enough for five lies.
    And what lies down, sits up,
    Why? Here we are, future,
    Waiting. A thin cold wind
    Rakes branches on the window.

    When Sviatoslav Richter played Bach
    John Coltrane played Thelonious Monk
    To the back of a bus in Russia.
    When the canary sings softly, and then not
    At all, who holds the empty dollar bills?

    One footstep can love the earth more deeply
    Than ten thousand waving arms at a stadium
    Can love the movement of a body toward a line.
    Yet, when a branch creaks under the weight of snow
    In a deeply quiet forest, how can love compare?

    Electric momentums swinging down upon shifting
    Dendrites scare people like me whose vision of better
    Makes more from a layer of pine needles on topsoil
    Than concrete and loving asphalt. The notions of order
    That themselves create chaos won’t leave town.

    Even the best possible outcome is less.
    Even the most subtle progress makes room
    For a funeral. The dark future as the tornado bears down.
    The uncertain that awaits a mere twenty minutes from now,
    And twenty weeks a mystery, less what is possible.

    A tale of belonging begins with exile,
    And who is further from myth than story?
    Even a word looks for a home.
    A mirror is a cold house with no hearth.
    Even a home looks for a word.

    It is said that a person longs. It is not torn
    That people long. But what wrong tapestry,
    Woven with longing, holds yarn
    The wrong way? What yarns knit
    A long weave, warm in winter, storm?

    Five lines are more than enough
    To avoid confessing the shames of a life.
    One more failure balanced by necessity.  One success less 
    Than the knife’s edge of past gains.  The failure of success 
    Is relentless, yet even so, this shame will not quit.  

    The sound of a person’s footsteps on the asphalt
    Echos down the otherwise empty road
    To where I stand in a driveway
    and look down at cracks in the concrete
    Visible because autumn wildflowers have been scraped away.

    The shortness of the years grows shorter with each year.
    This is known. A small potato lurks under the kitchen sink.
    I wear glasses for dinner, and change my voice
    When someone visits. A napkin edges away from the others
    On the kitchen table.

  • Period Arcades

    February 27th, 2022

    #1

    Where to Look for Kindness: Orwell, Montaigne, Johnson

    In the nineteenth century the British common soldier was usually a farm laborer or slum proletarian who had been driven into the army by brute starvation. However, the weakness of our condition often pushes us to the necessity of using evil means to a good end. That every man should regulate his actions by his own conscience, without any regard to the opinions of the rest of the world, is one of the first precepts of moral prudence; justified not only by the suffrage of reason, which declares that none of the gifts of heaven are to lie useless, but by the voice likewise of experience, which will soon inform us that, if we make the praise or blame of others the rule of our conduct, we shall be distracted by a boundless variety of irreconcilable judgments, be held in perpetual suspense between contrary impulses, and consult for ever without determination.

    It was in truth an admirable example, and very fruitful for the education of the people, to see every day before their eyes a hundred, two hundred, even a thousand pairs of men, armed against one another, hack each other to pieces with such extreme firmness of courage that they were observed never to let slip a word of weakness or commiseration, never to turn their back or make even a cowardly movement to avoid their adversary’s blows, but rather to extend their neck to his word and offer themselves to the blow.

    Orwell 117. Montaigne 629. Johnson 221. Montaigne 629-630. Orwell 120.

    Orwell, “Democracy in the British Army”, 1939
    (Essays, Everyman’s Library, 2002)
    Montaigne, “Of Evil Means Employed to a Good End”, 1578-1580
    (The Complete Works, Everyman’s Library, 2003)
    Johnson, The Rambler, #23, Tuesday, 5 June 1750.
    (Samuel Johnson, Oxford University Press, 2013)

    #2

    Good Choices are the Duty of the Free: Orwell, Montaigne, Johnson

    As I write, highly civilized human beings are flying overhead, trying to kill me.

    They do not feel any enmity against me as [an] individual, nor I against them. They are only “doing their duty”, as the saying goes. Most of them, I have no doubt, are kind-hearted, law-abiding men who would never dream of committing murder in private life. On the other hand, if one of them succeeds in blowing me to pieces with a well-placed bomb, he will never sleep any the worse for it. He is serving his country, which has the power to absolve him from evil.

    Among the Germans, to pay honor to a man, they always go to his left side, in whatever position he may be, and consider it an offense to place themselves on his right, saying that in order to show deference to a man you must leave him free on his right side to put his hand to his weapons.

    The good and ill of different modes of life are sometimes so equally opposed, that perhaps no man ever yet made his choice between them upon a full conviction, and adequate knowledge; and therefore fluctuation of will is not more wonderful, when they are proposed to the election, than oscillations of a beam charged with equal weights. The mind no sooner imagines itself determined by some prevalent advantage, than some convenience of equal weight is discovered on the other side, and the resolutions which are suggested by the nicest examination, are often repented as soon as they are taken.

    Orwell 291, Montaigne 1084, Johnson 274

    Orwell, “The Lion and the Unicorn: Socialism and the English Genius”, 1941
    Montaigne, from “Germany, Austria, and the Alps”, 1580
    Johnson, The Rambler, #64, Saturday, 27 October 1750.

    #3

    Orwell, Montaigne, Johnson

    When the Caliph Omar destroyed the libraries of Alexandria he is supposed to have kept the public baths warm for eighteen days with burning manuscripts, and great numbers of tragedies by Euripides and others are said to have perished, quite irrecoverably. I remember that when I read about this as a boy it simply filled me with enthusiastic approval. It was so many less words to look up in the dictionary—that was how I saw it.

    I make others say what I cannot say so well, now through the weakness of my language, now through the weakness of my understanding. . . . For I . . . can very well realize, by measuring my capacity, that my soil is not at all capable of producing certain too rich flowers that I find sown there, and that all the fruits of my own growing could not match them.

    Those who exalt themselves into the chair of instruction, without enquiring whether any will submit to their authority, have not sufficiently considered how much of human life passes in little incidents, cursory conversation, slight business, and casual amusements; and therefore they have endeavored only to inculcate the more awful virtues without condescending to regard those petty qualities, which grow important only by their frequency, and which though they produce no single acts of heroism, nor astonish us by great events, yet are every moment exerting their influence upon us, and make the fraught of life sweet our bitter by imperceptible installations. They operate unseen and unregarded, as change of air makes us sick or healthy, though we breathe it without attention, and only know the particles that impregnate it by their salutary or malignant effects.

    Orwell, “As I Please” 32, Tribune, 7 July 1944 (679)
    Montaigne, “Of Books”, (1578-80) (359-360)
    Johnson, “Letter to the Rambler”, #72, Saturday, 24 November 1750 (284)

    #4

    Locke (1632-1704), Johnson (1709-1784), Carlyle (1795-1881)

    The state of Nature has a law of Nature to govern it, which obliges every one, and reason which is that law, teaches all mankind who will but consult it, that being all equal and independent, no one ought to harm another in his life, health, liberty or possessions;

    Culture looks beyond machinery, culture hates hatred; culture has one great passion, the passion for sweetness and light.

    Pleasure is very seldom found where it is sought. Our brightest blazes of gladness are commonly kindled by unexpected sparks. The flowers which scatter their odors from time to time in the paths of life, grow up without culture from seeds scattered by chance.

    The men of culture are the true apostles of equality. The great men of culture are those who have had a passion for diffusing, for making prevail, for carrying from one end of society to the other, the best knowledge, the best ideas of their time; who have labored to divest knowledge of all that was harsh, uncouth, difficult, abstract, professional, exclusive; to humanize it, to make it efficient outside the clique of the cultivated and learned; yet still remaining the best knowledge and thought of the time, and a true source, therefore, of sweetness and light.

    Men being, as has been said, by nature all free, equal, and independent, no one can be put out of this estate and subjected to the political power of another without his own consent, which is done by agreeing with other men, to join and unite into a community for their comfortable, safe, and peaceable living, one amongst another, in a secure enjoyment of their properties, and a greater security against any that are not of it.

    Locke, An Essay Concerning the True Original Extent and End of Civil Government, 26, 46. (1690)
    Carlyle, Culture and Anarchy, 36, 38-9. (1869)
    Johnson, The Idler, #58, Saturday, 26 May 1759

    #5

    Johnson, Carlyle, Locke

    It is impossible to take a view on any side, or observe any of the various classes that form the great community of the world, without discovering the influence of example; and admitting with new conviction the observation of Aristotle, that man is an imitative being. The greatest, far the greater, number follow the track which others have beaten, without any curiosity after new discoveries or ambition of trusting themselves to their own conduct. And, of those who break the ranks and disorder the uniformity of the march, most return in a short time from the deviation and prefer the equal and steady satisfaction of security before the frolicks of caprice and the honors of adventure.

    Our prevalent notion is . . . that it is a most happy and important thing for a man merely to be able to do as he likes. On what he is to do when he is thus free to do as he likes, we do not lay so much stress.

    As therefore the highest perfection of intellectual nature lies in a careful and constant pursuit of true and solid happiness; so the care of ourselves, that we mistake not imaginary for real happiness, is the necessary foundation of our liberty.

    Johnson, The Rambler, #135, Tuesday, 2 July 1751, 341
    Carlyle, Culture and Anarchy, 43. (1869)
    Locke, Concerning Human Understanding, 191 (1690-1704, various editions)

    #6

    Johnson, Locke, Carlyle

    The desires of man encrease with his acquisitions; every step which he advances brings something within his view, which he did not see before, and which, as soon as he sees it, he begins to want. (1758)

    As to present happiness and misery, when that alone comes into consideration and the consequences are quite removed, a man never chooses amiss: he knows what best pleases him and that he actually prefers. . . . But since our voluntary actions carry not all the happiness and misery that depend on them along with them in their present performance, but are the precedent causes of good and evil, which they draw after them, and bring upon us, when they themselves are past and cease to be; our desires look beyond our present enjoyments, and carry the mind out to absent good, according to the necessity which we think there is of it, to the making or increase of our happiness. It is our opinion of such a necessity that gives it its attraction: without that, we are not moved by absent good.

    The graver self of the Barbarian likes honors and consideration; his more relaxed self, field-sports and pleasure. The graver self of one kind of Philistine likes fanaticism, business, and money-making; his more relaxed self, comfort and tea-meetings. Of another kind of Philistine, the graver self likes rattening; the relaxed self, deputations, or hearing Mr. Odgar speak. The sterner self of the Populace likes bawling, hustling, and smashing; the lighter self, beer. . . . . Therefore, when we speak of ourselves as divided into barbarians, Philistines, and Populace, we must be understood always to imply that within each of these classes there are a certain number of aliens, if we may so call them,—persons who are mainly led, not by their class spirit, but by a general humane spirit, by the love of human perfection; and that this number is capable of being diminished or augmented. I mean, the number of those who I will succeed in developing this happy instinct will be greater or smaller, in proportion both to the force of the original instinct within them, and to the hindrance or encouragement which it needs with from without. (1869)

    Johnson, The Idler, #30, Saturday, 11 November, 1758, 585
    Locke, Concerning Human Understanding, 194 (1690-1704, various editions)
    Carlyle, Culture and Anarchy, 84-85. (1869)


    #7

    Bacon, Johnson, Ruskin

    Ambition is like choler; which is an humor that make the men active, earnest, full of alacrity, and stirring if it not be stripped. But if it be stopped, and cannot have his way, it be cometh adjust, and thereby malign and venomous. So ambitious men, if they find the way open for their rising, and still get forward, they are rather busy than dangerous; but if they be checked in their desires, they become secretly discontent, and look upon men and matters with an evil eye, and are best pleased when things go backward. (1625)

    Idleness predominates in many lives where it is not. Suspected, for being a vice which terminates in itself, it may be enjoyed without injury to others, and is therefore not watched like Fraud, which endangers property, or like Pride which naturally seeks its gratifications in another’s inferiority.

    A Pride is sometimes hid under humility, Idleness is often covered by turbulence and hurry. He that neglects his known duty and real employment, naturally endeavors to crowd his mind with something that may bar out the remembrance of his own folly, and does any thing but what he ought to do with eager diligence, that he may keep himself in his own favor.

    My Friends,

    A day seldom passes, now that people begin to notice these letters a little, without my receiving a monstrance on the absurdity of writing “so much above the level” of those whom I address.

    I have said, however, that eventually you shall understand, if you care to understand, every word in these pages. Through all this year I have only been putting questions; some of them such as have puzzled the wisest, and which may, for a long time yet, provide too hard for you and me: but, next year, I will go over all the ground again, answering the questions, where I know of any answers; or making them plain for your examination, when I now of none.

    But, in the meantime, be it admitted, for argument’s sake, that this way of writing, which is easy to me, and which most educated persons can easily understand, is very much above your level. I want to know why it is assumed so quietly that your brains must always be at a low level? Is it essential to the doing of the work by which England exists, that its workmen should to be able to understand scholar’s English (remember, I only assume mine too be so for argument’s sake), but only newspaper’s English?

    Bacon, “On Ambition”, Essays, 414, (1625)
    Johnson, The Idler, Saturday, 18 November 1758 (587-588)
    Ruskin, Fors Clavigera, Letter XI, 15 October 1871 (141-2)

    #8

    Bacon, Johnson, Ruskin

    It was a high speech of Seneca (after the manner of the Stoics), that ‘the good things which belong to prosperity are to be wished; but the good things that belong to adversity are to be admired’. . . . The virtue of Prosperity is temperance, the virtue of Adversity is fortitude; which in morals is the more heroically virtue. . . Certainly virtue is like precious odors, most fragrant when they are incensed to crushed; for Prosperity doth best discover vice, but Adversity doth best discover virtue. (1625)

    Power and superiority are so flattering and delightful, that, fraught with temptation and exposed to danger as they are, scarcely any virtue is so cautious, or any prudence so timorous, as to decline them. Even those that have most reverence for the laws of right, are pleased with shewing that not fear, but choice, regulates their behavior; and would be thought to comply, rather than obey. We love to overlook the boundaries which we do not wish to pass; and, as the Roman satirist remarks, he that has no design to take the life of another, is yet glad to have it in his hands. (1751)

    I think it first desirable that you should know something about Marmontel himself. He was a French gentleman of the old school; not noble, nor, in French sense, even “gentilhomme”; but a peasant’s son, who made his way into Parisian society by gentleness, wit, and a dainty and candid literary power. He became one of the humblest, yet honestest, placed scholars at the court of Louis XV. . . . For introduction , then, you shall have, to-day, his own description of his native place, Bort, in central south France, and of the circumstances of his child-life.

    “Bort, situated in the river Dordogne, between Auvergne and the province of Limoges, is a frightful place enough, seen by the traveller descending suddenly on it; lying, as it does, at the bottom of a precipice, and looking as if the storm torrents would sweep it away, or as if, some day, it must be crushed under a chain of volcanic rocks, some planted like towers on the height which commands the town, and others already overhanging , or half uprooted: but, once in the valley, and with the eye free to wander there, Bort becomes full of smiles. Above the town, on a green island which the river embraces with equal streams,, there is a thicket peopled with birds, and animated also with the motion and noise of a mill. On each side of the river are orchards and fields, cultivated with laborious care. Below the village the valley opens, on one side of the river into a broad flat meadow, watered by springs; on the other, into sloping fields, crowned by a belt of hills whose slope contrasts with the opposing rocks, and is divided, farther on, by a torrent which rolls and leaps through the forest, and falls into the Dorgogne in one of the most beautiful cataracts on the Continent. Neat that spot is situated the little farm of St. Thomas, where I used to read Virgil under the blossoming trees that surrounded our bee-hives, and where I made delicious lunches of their honey. On the other side of the town, above the mill, and on the slope to the river, was the enclosure where, on fete days, my father took me to gather grapes from the vines he himself had planted, or cherries, plums, and apples from the trees he had grafted.

    But what in my memory is the chief charm of my native place is the impression of the affection which my family had for me, and with which my soul was penetrated in earliest infancy. If there is any goodness in my character, it is to these sweet emotions, and the perpetual happiness of loving and being loved that I believe it is owing. What a gift does Heaven bestow on us in the virtue of parents? (1872)

    Bacon, On Ambition, Essays, 348, (1625)
    Johnson, The Idler, #114, Saturday, 20. April 1751 (325)
    Ruskin, Fors Clavigera, Letter XIV, 1 February 1872 (191-3)


    #9

    Ruskin

    The first root of distinction between the soldier and peasant is in barrenness and fruitfulness of possessed ground; the inhabitant of sands and rocks “redeeming his share” . . . from the inhabitant of corn-bearing ground. . . .

    Again, the first root of distinction between clergymen and peasant is the greater intelligence, which instinctively desires both to learn and teach, and is content to accept the smallest maintenance, if it may remain so occupied.

    The second root of distinction is that which gives rise to the word ‘clergy’, properly signifying persons chosen by lot, or in a manner elect, for the practice and exhibition of good behavior; the visionary or passionate anchorite being content to beg his bread, so only that he may have leave by undisturbed prayer, or meditation, to bring himself into closer union with the spiritual world; and the peasant being always content to feed him, on condition of his becoming venerable in that higher state, and, as a peculiarly blessed person, a communicator of blessing.

    Now, both these classes of men remain noble, as long as they are content with daily bread, if they may be allowed to live in their own way; but the moment the one of them uses his strength, and the other his sanctity, to get riches with, or pride of elevation over other men, both of them become tyrants, and capable of any degree of evil.

    Ruskin, Fors Clavigera, Letter XV Denmark Hill, 1st March, 1872. (199-200)

  • Mandalas 1 and 2

    February 25th, 2022

    Mandala 1

    (taken from Kenneth Burke Permanence and Change, Michel Foucault “Le ‘non’ du pere”: Carl Jung Aion)

    A scapegoat, judged from different eyes, is not linked to distress: the gods appear, only to turn away: the inferior aspects of the personality are present and real, with an emotional nature, a kind of autonomy, and therefore an obsessive or possessive quality: the motives that people ascribe to their actions change: divine violence both illuminates and reduces to ash: while some traits peculiar to the shadow can be recognized without too much difficulty as one’s own personal qualities, others appear to lie, beyond all possibility of doubt, in the other person: any scheme of understanding leads to rationalizing one’s behavior using only the terms of that particular scheme of understanding: artists that showed epic events and heroic deeds were first unnamed, then named but their lives given a vague, symbolic role as hero, then their individuality was conflated with the heroic, and the world of heroic action passed to the world of representations: the effect of projection is to isolate the subject from their environment, since instead of a real relation to it there is now only an illusory one: in the society in which the person was raised, there were rules of conduct, and a terminology of motives to go along with them, so that the person was conditioned not only for what they should and should not do but also about the reasons for their actions: the divine is trapped in a mirror and the threat of absence and emptiness is finally averted: because the projection is performed by the unconscious, one meets the projection rather than making it, and the world appears as a replica of one’s unknown face: when we see a person explaining their conduct by the favored terms of their social code, we can see our own propensity to rationalize, from the other person’s perspective: a work of art no longer achieved its sole meaning as a monument, a memory engraved in stone which was capable of surviving the ravages of time; it now belonged to the legend it had once commemorated and became itself an “exploit” because it conferred eternal truth upon people and upon their ephemeral actions: one dreams a world whose reality remains forever unattainable.

    Mandala 2

    Taken from Kenneth Burke Permanence and Change, Michel Foucault “The Prose of Actaeon”, Carl Jung Aion

    Trained incapacity: one’s abilities function as a blind spot, so that when guided by past education, one acts against one’s intentions and interests. Simulacra: a representation in which the object represented withdraws and conceals itself, a falsehood that causes one to mistake one sign for another. The ego: the center of the field of consciousness.

    The means that one chooses to avoid an unsatisfactory situation depend on the interpretation of the cause of the situation: how does one transcribe the insistent order of simulacra: everything unknown falls either into that which is outside us and can be experienced by the senses, or that which is inside us and is experienced immediately, the unconscious: each problem of existence has many interpretations, and these interpretations influence the means we select to deal with it: voices “prompt” each other, insinuate their words in the other’s discourses, constantly animate with movement, a “pneuma” that does not belong to it, but a“soufflant” in the sense of a breath, in the sense of an expiration that blows out a candle, and finally, in the sense in which one takes possession of something meant for another: the personality as a whole does not coincide with the ego, which is only the conscious personality, and is related to the self like a part to a whole: whether or not the judgment of an action is thought of as the result of positive training or of negative incapacity depends solely upon whether the outcome is thought of as arising from selecting the correct means or selecting a faulty means: the speaking subject scatters into voices that suggest one another, extinguish one another, and replace one another, so the writer or speaker is dispersed into the distance of the simulacrum where it loses itself: though the ego is at the center of the field of consciousness, it is impossible to estimate how large or small its share is, how free or how dependent it is, and we are better not to underestimate the ego’s dependence on the unconscious: the problems of existence do not have one fixed, unchanging character; they are not like a label on a bottle.

  • A Course in Inside/Outside

    February 22nd, 2022
  • Mandala of Maths

    February 20th, 2022
  • Linked Math: Sequence 1

    February 19th, 2022

    contents

    1 what matters/math (intro to the book/values)
    2 me (intro to the writer–link: introduction–personal)
    3 Fernand Braudel’s Mediterranean (concept: boundary–link:me– ideas)
    4 Christopher Alexander The Order of Nature (boundary)
    5 boundaries of math (boundary, math–link: concept –values/ideas)
    6 mathematics etymology (math example–link: concept–concrete ideas)
    7 map/raven (map, concept– link: category to essence–personal/ideas)
    8 Kokinshu preface/translation (map, example–link: concept to concrete–ideas/values
    9 who can say how a few words here and there might help?

    1

    Friendship. Family. The sacred. Whatever each of us finds. Generosity. Humility. Caring for something beyond us. Wonder. Awe. The fragile amazement of being alive. What does mathematics have to do with any of this? Less than. Equal to. Greater than. Less than it needs to. Millenia of European math woven with Christianity, Islam, war; science, puddles of sewage, stores of grain; peasant rebellions, ocean navigations, mapping the globe; Europe, Rome, Greece; Babylonia, India, Egypt: Euclid, Alexandria, Alexander, the library; the Mediterranean, the Nile, Cleopatra; Caesar, Cicero: “x about friendship”; Marcus Aurelius: “x about y”; Quintilian argues that to be a rhetorician, one must be a good person.

    2

    It’s 2020, February, and I’m 58 years old. 59 in December. Seems like I’ll be 60 before I finish this sentence. The years and days, those “travelers of eternity”, the seasons, the summers, the snow, melting, another spring, another autumn, fall, fast and full, late winter now. Biking in Alaska, around the Olympic Peninsula, down the west coast. Pick-up basketball in afternoons with friends in college. Racing alone as a kid through the woods (with a red plastic stopwatch in my hand, three buttons sticking out on top, pushing the big green one in the middle Go!, bending around trees and branches, dodging, winding left and right till at last the trail comes out on the long gravel driveway, and I turn right and run straight, until the curve, the corner, and up the hill, the final stretch, pushing pushing across the concrete, and up the trail to where I started, press the red button, how many seconds and how many more? Did I go faster? Was I faster? I see where the second hand landed, catch my breath, and get ready to go again, trying for faster and faster, again and again.) Backpacking alone in winter down the Outer Banks of NC and along the gulf coast of Florida. Walking from Albuquerque to Santa Fe, and Santa Fe to Taos, letting go of story after story, walking, walking, writing haiku. Five years in a cabin with no running water, no electricity, not a single sound of traffic, walking into town, riding the bus to the community college to tutor math, walking home, at night sometimes with eyes closed to see how far I could walk, sitting on the porch playing clarinet into the mountains, one wonderful day, hour after hour, morning to dinner, without a break. Cabin surrounded by piñon pine and juniper, occasional lodgepole pine, studying game after game of the 20th century Go Master named Go Seigen. Sun setting early the mountain behind me. A book art class at the community college. Forty-nine poems, tanka, about death. Kim. 156 paintings of Shalesepeare’s sonnets: abstract calligraphies for each in a show with Kim. Our dog Kholi. Hiking with Kim for a month in Scotland. Just-born Rowan, not one second old, squirting through the water like a torpedo, picked from the water and handed to Kim, eyes wide open full of wonder staring up into her mother’s face. The midwife’s blue pool in our bedroom, holding Kim under arms, I held her up, I held them up. Twenty-three years now in Santa Fe, NM. Twenty-one years since I was first given Kim’s phone number by a mutual friend. Seventeen years since we got married. Seven years since Rowan was born. Six years in this house. It’s 1:59 am. Four and a half hours until I need to wake up. Eyes heavy for sleep, and I, sitting on the bed typing, a light beside me. Books on the bed nearby: Earl Miner’s Japanese Linked Poetry and James Munkres’ Topology.

    3

    The Mediterranean, a history, Fernand Braudel, two light red volumes, no dust jackets, on a shelf across the room. Braudel’s history doesn’t begin where you might expect, but with a great abyss of geologic time before humans, followed by millennia of unwritten humanity, and then, small dense centuries marked by human writing. And Braudel’s boundary of the Mediterranean Sea may not begin where you’d expect: not at water’s edge, but north into the nearby mountains of southern Europe, south to the great north African desert. Look beyond the water’s edge to understand the water deeply. Look before humanity to understand the written records deeply. The long history of the mountains and the desert, even how the water came to be the sea, the millennia of lives who lived there before writing, the people, the towns, the food, the daily lives, the everyday life. Sleep, travel, food; sleep, sunrise, food; rain, roof, boat; trade, water, food; sleep, shelter, peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, cans of baked beans, corn, tuna fish. The can opener edge of a pocket knife, a gift from my sister, making its way around the top of the metal can as I sit on a cement slab somewhere in California. Braudel shifted the boundary of history, of what should be given attention.

    “No simple biography, beginning with date of birth can be written of the [Mediterranean Sea]; no simple narrative of how things happened would be appropriate to its history. . . . The Mediterranean is not even a single sea, it is a complex of seas; and these seas are broken up by islands, interrupted by peninsulas, ringed by intricate coastlines. Its life is linked to the land, its poetry more than half-rural, its sailors may turn peasant with the seasons; it is the sea of vineyards and olive trees just as much as the sea of the long-oared galleys and the round ships of merchants . . . ” (17)

    Fernand Braudel was born in France, in 1902, had the best year of his life in Brazil, yet loved France enough to write three volumes on the identity of France. After the devastation and destruction of France and Europe during the first half of the 20th century, Braudel searched for a French identity in patterns of long duration, patterns that endured over hundreds of years of wars, over changes in power and revolution, patterns of identity that endured through the cultural and personal losses, pain, and tragedies that he had lived through in the 20th century, like a person looking for who they are, who they were, who they once were, to reconnect with that former, better self, and get sustenance from the past in the present, from who they were before those tragedies that overwhelmed their life and feelings, the tragedies that seemed to unmoor them from anything worthwhile, that left them floating without hope in a meaningless life, that left them only a dim memory of their best self, or when they were truly happy, or when, at least, each moment was not filled with the loss of family and friends, hope and belief, replaced by things like the guilt and pain of survival, if that.

    (notes: “It might be thought that the connection between history and geographical space would be better illustrated by a more straightforward example than the Mediterranean, particularly since in the sixteenth century the sea was such a vast expanse in relation to man. Its character is complex, awkward, and unique. It cannot be contained within our measurements and classifications. No simple biography, beginning with date of birth can be written of the sea; no simple narrative of how things happened would be appropriate to its history.” (17)

    “The Mediterranean is not even a single sea, it is a complex of seas; and these seas are broken up by islands, interrupted by peninsulas, ringed by intricate coastlines. Its life is linked to the land, its poetry more than half-rural, its sailors may turn peasant with the seasons; it is the sea of vineyards and olive trees just as much as the sea of the long-oared galleys and the round ships of merchants . . .” (17)

    “To draw a boundary around anything is to define, analyze, and reconstruct it, in this case select, indeed adopt, a philosophy of history.” (18)

    4

    Christopher Alexander was born in Austria in 1936 and his parents fled with him soon after, in 1938, to England. He moved to the United States in 1958 to study at Harvard, and then at MIT, and then to teach at Berkeley, California, where he taught for almost 40 years. Alexander wrote profusely about architecture and design:

    “About twenty years ago, I began to notice that objects and buildings which have life all have certain identifiable structural characteristics. The same geometric features keep showing up in them, again and again. Initially I began writing these characteristics down informally, and I began to ‘keep watch’ on them.”

    Alexander came up with fifteen different characteristics that often occurred in “living” objects or buildings. One of these vital characteristics was strong boundaries:

    “Early in my studies I noticed that living centers are often—nearly always—formed and strengthened by boundaries. . . . The purpose of a boundary which surrounds a center is twofold. First, it focuses attention on the center and thus helps to produce the center. . . . Second, it unites the center which is being bounded with the world beyond the boundary. For this to happen, the boundary must at the same time be distinct from the center being bounded (? Punctuation or missing word?) must keep this center distinct and separate from the world beyond it, and yet also have the capacity of uniting that center with the world beyond the boundary.Then the boundary both unites and separates. In both ways, the center that is bounded become more intense.”

    “Boundaries do the complex work of surrounding, enclosing, separating, and connecting in various geometric ways, but one vital feature is necessary in order to make the boundary work in any of these ways: the boundary needs to be of the same order of magnitude as the center which is being bounded. If the boundary is very much smaller than the thing being bounded must can’t do much to hold in or form the center. A two-inch border cannot hold a three-foot field. In a room, the boundary between floor and wall needs more than a six inch molding—a wainscoting, 30 inches high, is more in scale with both. An effective boundary for the river Seine consists of roads, walls, paths, quays, trees, something almost as massive as the river itself. In general it is necessary to think of boundaries as very large.”

    Visual boundaries, conceptual boundaries: boundary, the etymology and history of the word.

    5

    The boundaries of mathematics have been drawn with a cold and narrow pen. Life left out. Numbers, but not breath. Variables but not breathing. Manifolds but not friendship. Continuity, limits, infinities, but not love, death, and the infinite. Problems, solutions. Uncertainty, proof. But not people. Not wisdom. Not fear. Not compassion. Analysis and synthesis, but not self or society. Not a connection with something sacred, but a world of indifference, an indifferent distance from wonder, a different distance from one under others, humility, et cetera. A different stance that lacks compassion, a bond with apathy and not caring. Not caring, it brings not-caring into the world. Not knowing, it brings not-knowing into the world. Not connecting, not bonding, not loving, not wise, the best of each of us left out, a presence born from a process cut. Yet. We live surrounded by the sharp edge of math. Even simple signs beside the highway innocuously, helpfully even, giving the distance to the next city, shape how we feel and know our world, our movement, our stories, our ignorance, what we ignore, and know we are ignoring not. Professor West, Blacksburg Virginia, circa 1981, walks in late the first day of class, his tall body filling the door frame the first day of class, slamming the overhead fluorescent light switches down, voice deep, gruff, raspy, commanding: “We don’t use these in here. You forget that they buzz.” The buzz of numbers, unnoticed, without noticing, not even a second thought, not a second of thought, literally, not one second, less than a second, a lifetime unnoticed. This numbers, this math, this tiny slice of math, infinitely narrow, taut, tight, like a string twisted mightily around us, leading and then led by an occasional thought that everything can be measured, one, two, and/or three, should be numbered, accounted for, five, six, a graveyard for the unmeasured, seven unwalked trails of thought and perception, eight wisdoms lost, or more, nine, or ten.

    6

    The word “mathematics” came into English from the French, perhaps with the French-speaking Norman’s conquering and occupation of the British Isles beginning in 1066 CE and continuing until x. It entered the French language from Latin, or, more correctly, after the fall of the Roman Empire around 456 CE, and perhaps before that, the Latin spoken in the area now known as France changed into its own language, with its roots still in Latin, but its truck and branches becoming French through its reduced connection with the Latin spoken in surrounding areas, or for other reasons. The word “mathematics” entered the Latin of Rome from Greek, where it was spelled “μαθηματικός”, mathēmatikós. In Greece between 400 BCE and 200CE, when the word perhaps came into Latin, the word meant “fond of learning”, mathēmatikós, from μάθημα, meaning knowledge or study or learning. . . (from Wikipedia).

    μάθημα, mathema, came to be a word spoken by people in the area that was later called Greece, according to the best reconstruction available in early 21st century, by a group of people speaking a language called Proto-Indo European, PIE. Conquering virtually all of Europe, beginning somewhere around x, they brought their language, along with beliefs and stories, and spread them throughout Europe between years x and y, according to the most recent theory that notices currently available linguistic, genetic, and archeological evidence. The reconstruction of this Proto-Indo European language shows the root mendh, meaning “to learn”, as the word that eventually was responsible for the Greek word μάθημα.

    In English we can notice remnants of the earlier Greek meaning in the word “polymath”, a person who has knowledge in a lot of different areas. In addition, “men” is a PIE root meaning “think”.

    Specifically in English, the word “mathematics” comes from From Old French mathematique, from Latin mathēmatica (“mathematics”), from Greek μαθηματικός (mathēmatikós, “fond of learning”), from Greek μάθημα (máthēma, “knowledge, study, learning”).

    7

    Winter turns to spring, and youth to middle age. An enemy may become a friend. The unknown may become known. Winter turns into Spring. Despair into Hope. Habits of Quitting to Habits of Persevering, of sticking it out. Curiosity into Knowledge. A clear winter day, windy, so I zipped my coat high as I walked back to the house a little after 5 this afternoon. Sun just above the horizon in my eyes whenever I walk west. Tomorrow, colder. Then warming, perhaps. Maybe 50 degrees, Fahrenheit, by the weekend. It is said. One thing changes into another. Between one and another, an arrow. A bare tree shows its first buds. Roots have sprouted beneath the surface, due to great diligence and concentration. But nothing has appeared above the ground. Patience. Keep focused on the roots. Do not feel frustrated at all. Continue to nurture that which leads to growth, and growth will have no choice but to follow. The I Ching, the third idea, the third change, Difficulty at the Beginning, it has been called, in English. The Book of Changes, it has been called in English, describes 64 kinds of change, though in that translation, “change” is merely an English word that found itself isolated, alone, surrounded by a culture and history it was not born in, did not grow up in. There is something we call a book, with its own word “book”, with its own history, its own etymology, its own character in the plot of European history, and whatever the I Ching is, or was, it is not that. And yet, the arrow of understanding, of interpretation, of hermeneutics, brings the I Ching into the word “book”, and into the word ”change”. By the arrow or mapping of translation, the I is brought into that European-derived history, etymology, into the character of the word “change”, which was born in Europe and was changed by the centuries, with its own associations, stories, printing press, bible, religion, free press, publishers, capitalism, democracy, Common Sense by Thomas Paine, popular fiction, non-fiction, public education in the United States, textbooks, learning, propaganda, communication, rhetoric, Aristotle, Cicero, Quintilian, law, laws, Constitution, Magna Carta, James Joyce, censorship, free speech, democracy again, type, font, the printing press, Winnie the Pooh, the Wizard of Oz, Alice in Wonderland, the Oxford English Dictionary, the American Heritage Dictionary, Samuel Johnson’s Dictionary of the English Language written between 1746 and 1755, the Chinese dictionary Erya, written in the 3rd century BCE, the Sumerian-Akkadian wordlists discovered in the country today known as Syria, but in the time it was written, around 2300 BCE, a place we call the Akkadian Empire and a country named Ebla, the internet, Wikipedia, Encyclopedia Britannica, search engines, Google, hardcover, paperback, dust jacket, binding, Aristotle’s works translated into Latin in pre-Renaissance Italy, Plato’s dialogues, Euclid’s Elements, handwritten, copied, Aquinas, Christianity, dogma, inquisitions, Martin Luther, reformation, Protestant and Catholic, words, wars, words, wars, disinformation, propaganda, freedom of speech, 1984.


    And what of the history of the I Ching? What can we say? Working backward, perhaps we begin with the Tang Dynasty poets Li Bai, Du Fu, and Wang Wei. Perhaps the Tao Te Ching. Perhaps the commentaries historically attributed to Confucious concerning the 64 hexagrams of the I Ching, and then back to 2000 or 3000 BCE, some ancient time, tortoise shells, bamboo strips, the original I Ching text, to predict the future, to tell what will come, to know how to act therefore in the present. Change is alive between what was and what will be, what is and what was, and between what will be and what is. Change connects the past with the future, the present with the past, and the future with the present. Regardless of what came first and what followed, change is between them. In mathematics this “place” of between can be called an arrow. Or it can be called a map. Or a mapping. Or a function.

    A raven landed on a fence post beside the road as we drove past. The night before I dreamed of a place full of gunfire and destruction, and then riding in the back of my childhood car, a Volkswagen bus, and my mother, who died a few years ago, driving me away from that to the country house I grew up in, and then I made a joke, a joke we had shared many times over the years, and I heard my mother laugh. A wonderful laugh. A wonderful sound. And then I woke. My seven year old daughter sketched my friend’s face before he returned to Warsaw, a city I had visited as an ignorant teenager forty years ago. He brought the sketch with him. The raven and the post. The dream and my mother. Santa Fe, NM, and Warsaw, Poland. Connections. Links. Relationships. Arrows. An arrow, a map. A mapping, a function. . . . . here I am.

    A raven landed on a fence post beside the road as we passed. The dream of my mother driving me back to my childhood home from a place full of gunfire and destruction and then our shared joke that made her laugh just before I woke. I heard my mother laugh just before I woke. The sketch of my friend’s face that my daughter quickly made, and Warsaw, Poland, the city he returned to, a city I visited as a teenager, ignorant, forty years ago. The raven and the post. The dream and my mother, who died a few years ago. Santa Fe, NM, and Warsaw, Poland. Connections. Links. Relationships. Raven to Post. Dream to Mother, Mother to Dream. Santa Fe to Poland. The path of leaving and return for my friend. The connections. The between. The link, the relationship, the bond—whatever it is, it is neither one, but something outside each of them, something even between the words. An arrow perhaps, one that goes, perhaps, two ways. A mapping that could begin on either side. A map. A function. These words are words that mathematicians need to use when ordinary precision is not precise enough. The actual names are unimportant. Because we can make stories, true stories or false, about a horrible rich person becoming happy, or a horrible poor person becoming kind, or one thing turning into another, or one thing and/or two, we can watch change itself be named, have names. And the names for certain way of thinking about change are words like map, link, connection; mapping, function. This is a beginning of mathematics.

    But to travel a little deeper, once we have the idea of arrow, say, or link, they become their own lives. And the stories we used to feel them into existence, to render them out of obscurity, or to rescue them from the void, are left behind, not only unnecessarily but potentially misleadingly. A change from one thing to another is a story, and a connection between two things that exist at the same time is a story, that is, a way of seeing, a site of talking, a tale of singing. But a pure mathematician will say the stories are merely the raft that helped us cross the river, the way a pure Buddhist might say this body, this life, this consciousness, is a vehicle for enlightenment, a vehicle to carry a person to the other shore. And once the word has been made, and its shorthand notation agreed upon, it leaves those stories behind, and exists outside that particular world of narrative, even outside any narrative or understanding we have of the world. It is function, precisely defined. Map, precisely defined. Arrow, precisely defined. An applied mathematician would, generally or often, find most interesting and compelling the stories that link the mathematical world to the world world. The pure mathematician lives in a world made of math houses, sturdy through seemingly transparent axiomatic bricks, and not blown down by winds of reason. But this idea that certain worlds can exist beyond the stories we use every day, abstracted from them, and then the abstraction left behind, after the stories have been abandoned, discarded, this idea is not simple.

    Winter to spring to old age again. Summer returns the raven’s post. Winter has stolen the sun’s north coat, while the moon appears indifferent, changing again and changing. A dark form surprises me out of the corner of my eye. Returning home, a hard dream, rescued, and then, apparently, a laugh together. From before, a dream, a smile today. The feeling of smiling, a good feeling, a smile, a nice feeling.

    8

    The Japanese Preface to the Kokinshu seems to be a good place to start. Written by Ki no Tsurayuki, meaning (perhaps?) Ki of Tsurayuki, no meaning of in the sense of belonging to.

    Laurel Rodd’s translation, published in 1984 by Princeton University Press:

    “The seeds of Japanese poetry lie in the human heart and grow into leaves of ten thousand words. Many things happen to the people of this world, and all that they think and feel is given expression in description of things they see or hear. When we hear the warbling of the mountain thrush in the blossoms or the voice of the frog in the water, we know every living thing has its song.” (35)

    I like the tightness of this translation, particularly the flow of the last two sentences. The second sentence seems quite well said, to me, and the third sentence gives examples that help us understand concretely the ideas given in the second.

    The same lines translated by Helen McCullough, published in 1985 by Stanford University Press:

    “Japanese poetry has the human heart as seed and myriads of words as leaves. It comes into being when men use the seen and the heard to give voice to feelings aroused by the innumerable events in their lives. The song of the warbler among the blossoms, the vice of the frog dwelling in the water—these teach us that every living creature sings.”

    I like how this translation places heart and seed close to each other, so their connection is clear, as well as the connection between words and leaves. I like the phrase “give voice to feelings”, as well. I am intrigued by the difference in the verbs in the last lines of these translations, “we know every living thing has its song” and “these teach us that every creature sings.”

    Haruo Shirane, in his anthology Traditional Japanese Literature, published in 2007 by Columbia University Press, translates the same passage this way:

    “The songs of Japan take the human heart as their seed and flourish as myriad leaves of words. As long as they are alive to this world, the cares and deeds of men and women are endless, so they speak of things they hear and see, giving words to the feelings in their hearts. Hearing the rise of the warbler among the blossoms or the calls of the frog that lives in the waters, how can we doubt that every living creature sings its song?” (148-9)

    Shirane explains the use of “songs” instead of “poetry” because the word being translated is uta, which Shirane notes literally means “song” but also referred to Japanese poetry, as opposed to poetry written in Chinese by Japanese poets, called shi. He also notes that there is a conventional pun that connects the meaning of heart or heart/mind (kokoro) with seed, thus creating a kind of metaphor combining them. (Notes, 148-9)
    I notice a nice difference also in the verbs in the last lines, between “the seeds (of uta) lie in the human heart and grow into leaves. “(Uta) has the human heart as seeds and myriad words as leaves”, and “(Uta) take the human heart as their seed and flourish as myriad leaves of words.”
    Now that we know uta means poetry written in Japanese (it also refers to a particular form of Japanese poetry), and we know that kokoro means something like heart and mind together, (etc., give more detail/information about kokoro), (include other vocabulary?), we can create something that combines particular Japanese words with English words and grammar/syntax, to give a different experience of translation:

    “Uta takes the human kokoro (heart/mind) as seed and x (translated as ten thousand or myriad)

    Notice that the locations of uncertainty and singularity are places where different translators have used different words or phrases to communicate something that, apparently, isn’t easily translated into English. This is where a deep knowledge of the Japanese word is helpful for getting a better understanding of the passage. A translation into English creates a poem in English; to learn Japanese and the culture and context of a poem allows a person to experience the Japanese poem; but a poem that combines particular words of Japanese that are tricky to translate, along with English words where the translation is less tricky, can give a more rewarding experience of the poem when the reader doesn’t know Japanese.

    Brings to mind the book, Dictionary of Untranslatables, written by x and published by y.

    It’s important to acknowledge the publisher of these books, in my mind, because of the great contributions they make to our knowledge and culture. Without publishers, translators and writers in general would have no way for their work to reach us, the readers. It is very easy to take for granted things like publishers, who can publish without threat or censorship, for example, the books they choose. They don’t escape bias, which is good, for bias is necessary for choosing one thing instead of another, and large publishers certainly feel compelled to publish according to what they believe will sell, rather than what they think, personally, is best, and that is a price of capitalism. The small publishers who don’t need to profit to survive have the true spirit and ruggedness of conviction and vision. But those books rarely reach out very far. The market is the censor. The publishers do their best to give what the market wants. And we reach the tension between democracy and fascism, between the desires of the many and the desires of a few, between general knowledge and expertise, between rhetoric, or sales, as queen, and propaganda, or instructions, as queen. Well, I’ve dived without thriving into a duality without escape, a tyranny of duality, a fascist either/or that leaves me only two choices, two parties, two candidates, two ways of seeing reality. I refuse. On ethical and moral grounds, I reject the tyranny that seems to force me one way or the other. Robert Frost, title? Soren Kierkegaard, Diary of a Seducer. Plato, which dialogue was it that the Socratic dialectic died and was replaced by myth? Timeaus?

    The finiteness and finitude of human life, replaced by duality and forced into choice, the blindness of duality, the blind curves and the unseeable produced by the system that creates the duality, the fortune and misfortune of opposites, perhaps evolutionarily helpful, perhaps to a point, perhaps where it is better to replace, perhaps where the blindness becomes a threat to survival. But of the search for words that speak wisely of realities, even the first hint of blindness produces a stench, or a clench in the stomach, a sense or feeling physically repellant, yet. Yet the perhaps source of such sense is aversion to our death’s finite time, our life’s finite deaths, our time’s finite life. or is it better to link them need to end? “Our time’s finite life, our life’s finite death, our death’s finite life”? This is easier to follow, creates a more obvious circularity, but releases some of the mystery that the rhythm of the languages creates in our senses, body, heart, mind. Or should it be “mind, heart, body, senses”? Or should body and senses be reversed? The art with words is not distant from the art with thought, and the art with thought is part of the juggernaught of math.

    9

    Christopher Alexander on echo:

    “In all natural systems, deep-lying fundamental processes ultimately give geometric form to the static structure of the system. These processes repeat certain angles and propositions over and over again, and it is the statistical character of these angles and proportions which determines the morphological character of the system and its parts—even without parts which seem superficially different. For example, a man’s face (photograph) has a certain craggy character which appears in his nose, eyebrows,cheeks, stubble, and chin. The same process of skin tightening, sagging, and weathering repeats similar combinations of angles over and over again. It is this which gives the beautiful consistent character of the different areas in the man’s face.” (The Order of Nature, volume 1, 281-2)

    “The lily has its characteristic curves and the same delicate proportions formed by similar growth processes in each different component. As a result, its stems, lips of the petal, stamens, all have the same proportions and the same combinations of angles, and we feel the echoes in the system. The similarity of character—the echo—is a result of key parameters in the growth rules. One example published by Peter Stevens, a detailed study of sap flow in trees, shows why a given species of tree always has a similar system of branching angles as a result of leaves’ energy expended in relation to the sap viscosity.” (Stevens, Patterns in Nature, 94-6) (282)

    “If we wanted to give a general theory, we might say that echoes appear in nature because uniform growth processes create natural homomorphisms and isomorphisms among different parts of any single system.However, a precise theory explaining the appearance of echoes in natural systems has yet to be formulated.” (Alexander, 282)

    We can think of Alexander’s main idea or assumption, that there are universal qualities of made things or judging made things that are the same for all people: “In what follows I shall try to show that there is a way of understanding order which is general and does unstick to the nature of building and of architecture. . . . It is, I believe, a common-sense and powerful view, with practical results.” (Prologue to books 1-4, The art of building and the nature of the universe, 1). “I am interested in one question above all—how to make beautiful buildings. But I am interested only in real beauty.” (2). “We assumed from the beginning that everything was based on the real nature of human feeling and—this is the unusual part—that human feeling is mostly the same, mostly the same from person to person, mostly the same in every person. Of course there is that part of human feeling where we are all different. Each of us has our idiosyncrasies, our unique individual character. That is the part people most often concentrate on when they are talking about feelings, and comparing, feelings. But that idiosyncratic part is really only about ten percent of the feelings which we feel. Ninety percent of our feelings is stuff in which we are the same and we feel the same things.” (3-4)
    “We have tried to honor and respect the reality of this . . . ninety percent of our self—in which our feelings are all alike.” (4) “This book, at root, is about the core of that ninety percent of our feeling which we all share.” (4) “It is about a more realistic conception of the world and of the universe which comes into existence—and can come into existence—only when we acknowledge that to a very large degree we are all the same.”

    To me, these ideas have appeal because there is something democratic about them, that we are all, to a very large degree, the same. On the other hand, I find the idea that there is a correct, common-sense way of seeing things quite fascist. If such a way of seeing things and understanding them actually exists, then what is done with people who fail to see this way, or who don’t agree? Are they damaged? Is that why they can’t see what is “common sense”? Are they inferior? Do they need to be removed or put out of the way so that this”realistic conception of the world . . . . can come into existence”?

    There is an attractiveness to many of us who were raised on values of democracy, a positive appeal we might feel of the statement “only when we acknowledge that to a very large degree we are all the same”. Yet when this “large degree” in which we are the same is confined by “common sense”, say, then I feel the alarms of fascism, the alarms that signal a standard to be met, and if unmet, a judgment against people, that can lead from disapproval to condescension to censorship to imprisonment to death in a few short years.

    Truth is local. This is the truth of democracy. Truth is universal. This is the truth of fascism. Wherever there are people, they create their stories, their mythologies, their guiding models for how to act. They will argue, I suppose, and fight over these. Or not. The truths may feel eternal. People may want a belief that is everlastingly true. But this leads to fascism, as well, as it must certainly be noted, is the desire to make that statement, and/or the statement itself.

    So the best we can do is to look at actual behaviors and judge the behaviors as being pro-democratic or not. The thoughts, the desires for absolute truth or certainty, possibly very normal human desires, possibly desires from a warped Euro-centric concern with certainty that goes back at least to Euclid, and not far enough back— at least to Socrates, put to death for corrupting the youth of Athens with arguments against their own “local universal”.

    But ideas are stories that focus power. And power has been used to sustain power, since it is most easily generated by those who already have power. If the masses have power, they can create stories that sustain and grow their power. If an elite has power, they can make stories that sustain and grow their power. And on and on.

    Alexander rides a line between democracy and fascism that frequently veers sharply into echoes of fascism, ideas that, if manifested, would lead to a society in which people who didn’t see things the way Alexander did would be outliers, at best, and inhuman at worst, that is, inferior or insane enough to be removed from the rest of us, out of our way, so that our clearly common-sense and clearly superior way of doing things can proceed without meaningless or ignorant obstacles.

    Yet the desire for democracy to be universal is, essentially, a fascist desire. Those who don’t agree are considered demented or ignorant, need to be educated, etc. That is how I feel, personally. But I still see the fascist component of that desire for something in which everyone has to agree or suffer consequences of some sort, from teasing to exclusion to . . . . This is a paradox that has a form common to many other paradoxes. The desire for democracy is itself undemocratic. Or is it more like the beliefs and efforts required to build and grow democracy are essentially undemocratic? Yet why would we want to choose something non-democratic? Perhaps the forms of decision-making in democracy aren’t the most democratic yet, but can’t they be improved for better representation for minority groups, people without money or power, etc.? Why would we just give up on democracy and hand the keys to fascism, which would be worse, since any thought or expression felt to be undesirable by those in power could be squelched without any real effort.

    So we must address the idea that we all are living in a fascist society now, posing as democracy. Our own perceptions of who holds the power will differ. White people, wealthy white people, corporations who donate to candidates and adjust laws, and create them, to help their own consolidation and growth of power, etc. Well, this world I am describing is more like the one I grew up in than the one that exists today. My ideas are already old-fashioned, obsolete, etc. The world has a whole new set of rules and dynamics that have changed everything since I was young. Maybe some of the older ideas might be found useful by children in the future, our children of the future. So that is part of why I write—to push forward some thoughts that might be helpful, in a very pragmatic sense, or in a less tangible way. Who can say how a few words here and there might help?

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    February 18th, 2022

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    Sequence, the idea, mathematical, yet, gather around:

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